Lately i had been thinking about life alot and knowing myself, i was surprised. I had not taken life so seriously but for some "cant be explained in words" reasons, i had been THINKING.
If i would have met the present-me 10 yrs ago, i am sure like hell i would not have recognised that its the future-10 yrs later me, I was a completely different person, my way of thinking, my ambitions, my likes and dislikes. I am not sure if anything of that is left in me anymore.
Its so difficult for me to relate myself to my past, i do not know what triggered the change but it was a very sudden and very drastic. One moment there is a silent, not so confident guy and the very next second he an extrovert, filled with confident, talking-to-everyone.... :P Well, the the change wasnt within a second (that would have been very weird) but ya it was very sudden.
And i have continued to change since then, though the frequency and the amount of change never matched the what i call "drastic" change.
I like some of the changes if i have to look back and compare for instance, i am not judgemental anymore (how could i have been judgemental back than is beyond my understanding), I do not take too many things very seriously , Have learnt to cope up with changes wid more ease.. and many more
But come to think of it, "To change is life". its called the evolution. you evolve to cope up with changing surroundings and if u dont, well thats the end of u.
But that makes me think again, how many of these changes are one's own decision?
Have you changed few things to keep ur parents happy?
Have u changed urself to make sure ur friends like u?
Have you changed anything to ensure ur boss likes u/ur work?
Well my answer to all of the above question would be yes, now matter how small the change it would have been.
Now sometimes i ask myself, how much i have changed for MYSELF?
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