I was drunk, came back to my friends place after a long drive at 5:00 AM and while everyone else decided to sleep, i decided to watch "Lakhsya".
This is one of those movies i can watch anytime, no matter in what state i am. The script is so well written, directed so well, great music and Hritik has done a fantastic job. (I did go to bed only around 7 or so)
Everytime i watch this movie or any army personnel, i repent (thats an understatement) for not joining the Indian Army.
Isnt that i wanted all my life, to join the Indian Army? i remember having long arguements with my parents when they used to talk to me abt joining the software industry.
Did i now grow up having just one ambition, one aim, one "Lakshya", the Indian Army?
And finally when i did finally get selected , i just let it go? i just let it go.
Its been almost 6 yrs now and i havent been able to get over it and i am not sure if i will ever be able to get over it.
But then if i think of the reasons, the reasons for me to take such a big decision, they seem justified too. Well at point of time they did make sense. Maybe the situtation, and some responsibities took priority over my ambition.
And here i am , trying to find a new Lakshya for myslf. May be that will help me get over few decisions (rite or wrong) i made.....
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